obscure world

First of all, I wanna thank you for taking time to browse my other world. Thanks for some friends who respond to my little request.Welcome to my page! A reflection of chapters in my obscure life.

To set your expectation, I'm not a professional writer nor a graduate of English major. Don't expect for a perfect grammar or a perfect sentence construction. This blog is my outlet of my ideas that I can't express personally.

What to expect on my incoming post? More on personal events worth sharing, ideas and reflections; somehow post where in my emotions are poured out.

Feel free to browse my page and I will surely appreciate your comments and suggestions. Enjoy and hope you have fun dissecting my obscure world.


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

It feels good

FOR THE MAN WHO HOLDS AND OWNS MY HEART.... I LOVE YOU



It feels good that I have you
On my weary days, you manage to make me smile.

It feels good to  have you
when you  make me laugh when I started to get pissed off.

It feels good to have you 
when I need someone to hug me so tight so I feel secure.




It feels good
when you let me lay down on your shoulders.

It feels good
when you wipe out my tears and say it's gonna be ok.

It feels good
when you listen to my complains and opinions.

It feels good
when you believe in my potentials and believing that I can always do it.

It feels good 
when you always say that you like it when I cook for you.

It feels  good
when you give in to my demands and gave me what I want.

It feels  good
when you bring me with you where you want to go.


It feels good
to be with you just to satisfy all my cravings and doesn't mind the expenses.

It feels good
when I tell people that your proud that you are married.

It feels good
when you kiss me and say that you love me.

It feels good
when you say that I am the only woman that you will love forever.

It feels good
when you look into my eyes and say that I  am always beautiful.

It feels good
when you tease me and tickle me  until I surrender.

It feels good
when you lay down beside me and embrace me until we both fall asleep.

It feels good
when you embrace me tight at the middle of the night when you feel cold.

It feels good
when you stand for me and be my voice when I can't stand for myself.

It feels good.
It always feels good

It feels good because I have you.
To know that you are only mine.

It feels good
when I know that you always love me for what and who I am.

It feels good
that God gave me you to love me.

It feels good
that I am always in love with you, forever.

IT FEELS GOOD.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

a day filled with LOVE

it's been a while since I last visited my page. Been so busy and tired.  I guess I need time to have moments with my pillow and blanket. Suddenly I feel like posting something.. 1 pending draft (unfinished article) but a million of thoughts I want to write.  But seem I think I want to share (so proud!) is how I or shall I say; how we celebrated Heart's Day. This post will just be very brief.

Simple, yet very fun moment with my "valentino". Just a simple celebration but unfortunately,I failed to buy something for my man.(next time babawi ako, hubz ha..). But yet, as always and maybe expected, he never failed to buy something. Just a confession, a bit disappointed because I was expecting a bouquet of white roses. I confessed that to him. Anyway I still like what he gave..

with matching message on the card


and what's inside is a


FERRERO ROCHER CHOCOLATES! so sweet :)

then we had our dinner at Shakeys Abreeza and ordered a


Brunch of Lunch.
paired with the creamiest 

Mango Shake..so love it..yum!

I had so much fun that night. It's always different when you celebrate an event.  I'ts not like ordinary days that we dine and eat outside, but it still feels different when it's Valentines  Day-day filled with LOVE!!

To end .let me share this verse from the bible.The chapter of Love. And it's  clear when you love..



'till next post fella's.. 

Sunday, February 12, 2012

valentine dilemma

My pre-valentine post. Almost forgot  that tomorrow is Heart's Day. Maybe due to lack of sleep and stress. I don't  know. Not so much of  excitement [don't think I'm date-less this valentine] but I already know that surely I will have something from my "valentino". Every year, I always get something from my hubby. The funny thing, hubby is not good in surprising me because  he would prefer to ask me what I want. Of course at first, I would  say,"ikaw  gud bahala, maski unsa.." but later, I would tell him exactly what I want. The rationale behind; He prefer to  give what I want rather what he wants because he wants to  make sure I am happy on what I  am getting.VIOLA! and that makes me a spoiled brat---or rather, a spoiled wife! YES!  I  am super spoiled by my husband. Whatever I want as long as he can give it, then I have it. Promise, very spoiled! Somehow I like  it [walang plastikan-]but somehow maybe a dilemma on his side what if he can't give what I want.

So far,I'm learning to adjust if he can't give all I want. What is important is that I have him when I need him. That matters most. Not all material things but to have him when I needed him the most, means a lot compare to anything else.

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Anyway, my post doesn't speaks of his dilemma on what to give to me this valentines. It's gonna be my dilemma. Dilemma on what can I give to him this heart's day.Got no time to  flash the cam to show my face in a  dilemma post that is why I borrowed a  photo from the link posted below the picture. [by the way, putting the link on where  I get pictures  for the blog was a suggestion to avoid plagiarism.] Hubby ever fails to give and I wanna give something in return. You may say it's not necessary anymore but also I wanna express and made him feel  that I think of him for this valentines day. Honestly, who doesn't want to feel  special? Human nature,we feel so  special when someone gives a  gift or a token.It feels good when we  know someone is thinking of us. Who doesn't want chocolates at all? Roses? cards or maybe a huggable  bear? Sweet gestures creates good feeling. You know, men, be thankful  it's so easy to purchase  something for us girls.You can almost look everywhere and easily pick up things to express how you feel for  us women. But I  maybe I'm one of those women out there having a valentine dilemma.- what to give to our men? Tomorrow will be hearts day and  honestly, I still don't have anything to  give to the man who owns my heart. I'm sure, I'll have a last minute shopping. This time, I wanna make him special--as always. But with this special day,I hope I can grab the right gift that he will surely like. Not roses,  he may say "mura  man ug  patay",  chocolates, maybe but he's not really a sweets fanatic, cards-maybe but I want something he can keep[which I know he's not good on it]. 

Giving gifts to men are always girls dilemma. But I hope that whatever item I may choose as  a gift, I just pray, he will love it. Please  don't think that my hubby is materialistic  or a price-tag. It's my choice to give something special for him that he will   surely like just like what he makes sure when he gives me something.
By the way, my post also serves as a way if you can help me what I can give to him for this heart season. Feel free to  leave your suggestions on the comment box below.Maybe you idea will be a big help to me.

To end my pre-valentine dilemma post, let me leave you this sweet bible verses about love which I was amazed that there are also cheesy lines  in the bible.. take it  from the book  of Song of Solomon..

"Let him  kiss me with the kisses of his mouth; for thy love is better than wine.."
Song of Solomon 1:2



Friday, February 10, 2012

I AM YOURS

4:50 AM. I woke up my husband so he can get ready for work. Few talks about the fun we had with the kids last night, work task and expenses. I also shared to him my happiness with the new interest I found- my blog post. In the coldness of the midnight breeze, hubby gave me his warmth morning kiss. (yeee..!)
The reason I am thankful is because- I have someone to be with me for the rest of my life. Someone who still loves me even I don't have my make up on and gives me the warm morning kiss in my morning look.
Anyway,because of that morning kiss, it gave me an idea what to write this day. The kiss I receive from  my husband is equals to-- ASSURANCE.

And this is my share for this day. This is what my husband sings for me; Familiar with Jason Mraz song, I'M YOURS? Whenever Mark sings that song to me,it makes me feel good because I feel assured; that he's only mine- and for me only.EXCLUSIVE. Everyday I  am assured that he's only mine and same goes to me, I'm for him only. As a wife,I am assured that I am the only one. His heart only beats for me. I am secured! Physically,emotionally & mentally

As husband and wife, we know that our heart beats only for each other. Mine to him--His to mine. Just like the vow that we exchanged during our wedding, for better or for  worst; in sickness and in health; richer or poorer..I'm always yours.

When we speak of assurance,it is a state of firm persuasion; full confident and trust and in the absence of doubt. I'm not saying that it only occurs in married life but assurance is always present in daily aspects. Assurance- in work that we can get what is for us--being payed right and use our benefits. In our city, we are assured of our safety and rights.Assured- that once we are  promised of something,we will have it. Assurance is always associated with everything. To feel assurance, it needs to be shown. Through words, actions  or thoughts. The absence of assurance welcomes doubt and fear. It's everyday assurance--every day, every moment  of our lives.

Every promises we make always bundles with an assurance. Just like when you promise to wait for someone-- assurance is bundled- that you are going to  fulfill the promise to  wait for the right time to  come.

To match this with the spiritual feeding,we Christians are assured.  God,HIMSELF gave us all an assurance. For it is written:


From our Heavenly Father gave us HIS assurance. That no matter who we are, whats status we have in life..His assurance doesn't chose. We are all assured that he will never leave us nor forsake us. We are secured that at all times Somehow saying to all of  us that "I AM YOURS".

I  AM YOURS = ASSURANCE

Just a lil' favor.. I know all of us wants to feel assured. Do you believe that what comes around, goes around? Start showing assurance  or tell  someone that he or she is assured of you? Remember, if you want to have assurance, let  people feel your assurance..BE BLESSED AND BE A BLESSING!

-anyway, feel  free and comfortable to leave your reactions,comments and suggestions. have a blessed day-



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Thursday, February 9, 2012

my addiction

I have been  waiting for this day to come.First of all, thank GOD it's payday so I can satisfy my  addiction. Yes, I have an addiction. I'm addicted to books. Thanking it's pay day so I can finally have the books I want to add on my collection; as well as  to add some more knowledge.

I was able to purchase two books..



A WIFE AFTER GOD'S OWN HEART by Elizabeth George


This book reveals what every married woman desires- a wonderful marriage filled with mutual love, friendship, romance and happiness. And as an added bonus.each chapter ends with little things you can do right now to enhance relationship with  your husbands.


The reason I want to have this  book  because every women longs -not really a perfect marriage but a marriage that is blessed and directed by GOD. Later once I'm done reading the book,hopefully I can create  a post regarding what God taught me-to become a wife before HIS own heart.






LUMAYO KA NGA SA AKIN by BOB ONG




Bob Ong's recent book, Lumayo ka Nga sa  akin, is a book that I also  want  to add  up to my collections. Aside  from McArthur and Bakit Baliktad Magbasa ang  Pinoy, this book will surely make my day funny but will somehow give you realizations. I'm not an avid Tagalog reader but the is something on Bob Ong's masterpiece that makes me hook to it.  Can't wait to start reading it and start to laugh. Plus additional chips and soda while reading it..












I don't have really so much to say about my post. I just want to share my addiction - book addiction. I hope I'll  enjoy my reading so I can also share it with you.


"But any of you who lacks wisdom, let him ask of GOD who gives to all men generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him."

James 1:5

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

it's worth restoring

I feel so  excited about posting this topic. Since HEARTS day is fast approaching, hot  topics are about 




LOVE---- LOVE---- LOVE


So much about love, I'm in love and I'm always in  love with my valentine. I'm looking forward on that Heart's Day since it's  gonna be  a special  day for lover's and sweet hearts.

But  my post right now is  not about kilig moments,but somehow  will remind us the importance of every  relationship.. boy-girl relationship,  marriage, friendship or anything under relationship. 

In this post,I want you to know that:




Relationships are worth restoring




and to remember...


"Do everything possible on your part to live in peace with everybody." 
-Romans 12.18 






Can you remember someone that you might have argued for past days or maybe for several years? Someone you've share your love or friendship?

Have you hurt someone,  maybe not your intention or just  intentionally?

If your in a relationship and seems things are not really in place because of an unsettled issue?


In this darkest hour of our life, God reminds us of simple things that we humans tend to forget when a certain relationship is being tested. No relationship is perfect. It might be friendship, work relationship or marriage.


Whether which category of relationship that you're  struggling right  now,I hope this will give us ideas on  how to make it up


If you have read Purpose Driven Life, you'll surely remember this chapter..



Day 20: Restoring a Broken Relationship







Relationships are important. Since it takes so long to build relationships, we are told to make sure we work at repairing them if they get broken. God knows that if we get in an argument, it is hard to make peace with the person, but we are supposed to work at it. We also need to work at not getting into arguments in the first place.




Pray first. When we talk to others about broken relationships, we tend to gossip. When we talk to God and ask his help, we work toward fixing the relationship.




Go first. It doesn't matter if you did it or they did it to you, we need to be the first one working toward getting it made right.




Think about them. Try to see it from their point of view. Arguments take two people, and you may both be right and wrong about some things.


" I was wrong too"
Admit you did it too. Don't wait to see what they do, if you were in the wrong, even a little, admit what you did wrong.



Go after the problem. Don't bring up the past. Don't bring up new things. Don't insult the person. Just try to fix the real problem that got you here.



Cooperate. Don't try to fix unimportant things. Worry about the big stuff, and just try to get along when you don't see eye to eye.




Try to get back together, not get even. Marriages, friendships, even churches tend to split over little things. Work on living in peace, not trying to find out where someone is wrong and making that an issue. If they are wrong, try to work on that peaceably.  Don't say, "I told you so" if they ever learn that they are wrong.


This doesn't apply only for couples but also to friendship. Reading this post,can you remember someone that you might not be in good term but once shared  a relationship { not only intimate but also phalli love-friendship love}. Maybe it's time to restore that relationship. Heart's day is not about showing love but also may serve as a  perfect time to restore and bring back relationship that are worth restoring..


While God desires that we recognize our anger and bitterness toward others, harboring those feelings and refusing to work toward the restoration of broken relationships is contrary to His will. We need to prayerfully confront and confess inner feelings of anger, and then surrender them to the loving healing of our heavenly Father.
I would always want to end every post with a bible verse.. a verse that will remind us how GOD restored  his relationship to us his children and also a perfect description of his love to us....



HAPPY HEART'S DAY TO  ALL OF US...

CADILLAC's LIFE

last complete  picture of CADILLAC at Rizal Park


I'ts already time for a change. A time to explore the horizon; going out from our comfort zones; a time to  stood up and be independent.

I know,for sure we'll miss the moments. It's always different when 10PM sticks, Thursday- Monday and the team is complete. It's always different when you are part of Cadillac. I'ts always like home where you can share the things you want to share, eat as if no guards are roaming; talk as if you own the whole place.

We work but it's different how Cadillac handles it.

MULTI-TASKING!





We have customers on  the line yet we still manage to have our chit chats and time to laugh. 







 We sleep while on the call but still manage the customer's router working. 







Troubleshoot and do sales which is our daily bread.





Pretty normal, sup call...





After the 9 hours of shift this is what we do..

HUDDLE


then....




 we feast a lot which we our most fave past time





Due to a very stressful work, still we prefer to  relax and enjoy with the team. Exciting moments is what we always make sure...




TEAM BUILDINGS







Tinuy-an Falls at Bislig Surigao Del  Sur

jumpshoot on one the islands of Surigao

arrival at Tinuy-an Falls


at International Doll  House, Surigao


enjoying the falls





     
                                                                                                     


















My CADILLAC ride was one of my best journeys  in life. A lot of things I learned and it gave us all rooms to improve ourselves. We all learn the importance of keeping our jobs, be diligent in our deliverable,more responsible in ourselves and actions and we learn to value  each  other.

We still have a lot of chapters to  fill.We will still meet  a lot of people and still be expanding our horizons.  But all of you had left a legacy to remember. That we once shared our laughter, our time, our experience and our lives.

We were once a CADILLAC and I'm proud of it..



To Ms. Noreen and  Mike.. thank you for all the motivations. For  believing that I can always be on my capabilities. For all the corrections and coaching so I can spot my weaknesses and strengths.

To Rio and Imelee...will  surely be missing all the chit-chats on the floor.I guess even we are not on the same group,thank GOD there is Facebook.

To Ranji and Ron...my boy friends..see you around.  More chit chats and "pang aalaska" to make. Close more sales and more stx  to come. 

To Qym, Eduardo and Mommy Lennie... thanks for inspiring me to have more sales as I look in your stats. I hope we had time to share our best practices.

To my baby girl, Maan,,continue to journey life. Someday your goals will lead you to your dream achievements. Your time will come and I hope you won't forget  me.

To Mars and Sheela..thank you for teaching me the essence of silence and orderliness.But thanks for  all the fun pictorials so there will be memories to look back.

To May Queen and Joan...you guys have just started and I hope you will also experience good memories.We might just have few  months as a team but I'm glad you have been part of Cadillac. I hope we all inspire you.

and to all those who have been part of CADILLAC..I hope you also had a great ride as we all have experience.






Time to  hop to a new car..I hope it's gonna be a good ride. Just like I had a fantastic and very memorable  ride with CADILLAC..


To end,let me quote one bible verse..

"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity"

Proverbs 17:17